Saturday, December 22, 2012

Doesn't time fly so fast, people?

After-all, I guess this will be my last post for the year 2012

Doesn't time fly so fast, people?
I wish time would freeze 
so that time will slow down and i can stay younger, hee
Exams is like just in few days more

Dear exam paper,
please be great, please calm down, please be nice
..and please be very easy to me eventhough you are hard ok..
Sometimes its very lazy, sometimes it very sleepy
tapi, kene baca buku, mesti baca buku

and what's important is the nawaitu kita bila kita study
and setiap perkara yang kita buat lillahiTaala

(oh ingatan untuk diri sendiri)

The first revelation of Quran, Surah Al - Alaq (96: 1 -5);

Read! In the Name of your Lord Who created.
He has created man from clot.
Read! And your Lord is the Most Generous.
Who has taught by the pen.
He has taught man that which he knew not.

~With You, oh Allah~
Never stop believing in ourself and our beautiful dreams,
At time i feel down or depressed, 
i will persuade myself,
Try the best as still we have time
We should never give up even the last few minutes,
No time of worrying people,
be better every second in our life, insyaAllah.
Might be when we improve,
we are still like far far away from
 the right track with the genius ones,
but its okey, 
as long as we improve even little and the very tiny of bits only
it's an Ultimate success.

For everytime you and myself too are being patient in our struggles,
insyaAllah, Allah will reward us.
so, it's time to bring out our colourful lifes highlighters again.
Life as a students is all about colouring all our notebooks, hehe
Well, I'm very sure enough we're gonna miss 
the life as a students, the university lifes,
when sooner or later 
we're no more hold the status of a student, right?
Thus, as we are still now,
enjoy the life of being a good student and producing a good well being, insyaAllah.

Please pray for me, 
whoever is reading this,
 I need dua's from you
 the good and kind with beautiful heart people.
I pray that you whose reading
 will find the inner strength and peace.

Semoga kita memperolehi kejayaan
 yang diberkati Allah 
dan dapat menggembirakan 
bonda dan ayahanda tercinta kita selalu.


Monday, December 17, 2012

exam is heading up

The end of the year is running swimming faster and faster
each days approaching without myself even realizing it moving 
Final Exams are just around the corner!!
...OH Oh Oh OH wake up oh me...
This weeks will be the last weeks of all
the lecturers, classes, tests, submissions of assignments
loads loads and loads
I have quite enjoyed it so far for this semester
eventhough i somehow thought 
that i still have not had that much assessed work
this sem compared to previous semesters.
Well its still not too late though,
exams haven't yet come to date, aiyai captain!!
(that's just to calm myself down)
Okey, Idzhainee, now you have to make full of it.
At the bottom of my heart 
"of course, I will insyaAllah as I don't have any other plan to enter exam hall
looking around like i haven't learn non for the whole semester
When it comes to the final zoning,
it's very scary to think that in few weeks time
I will honestly can't explain where the time has gone.
Berusaha sampai habis, Idzhainee!
O Allah, let my heart be filled with light and insight 
and understanding and knowledge,
Verily You control everything.
Oh Allah, nothing is easy except what You have made easy.
Semoga kita sama - sama sentiasa 
memperolehi kejayaan yang diberkati Allah
May acquiring new knowledge 
and increase the knowledge in ones 
will bring us more closer to Allah.

Good Luck For Exams semua 


Thursday, December 6, 2012

Because i miss home so much

Little baby tarzan wants to advice something for me and you:
No one can deny the ultimate, highest sacrifice, care and love 
that a mother, mak, ibu, mama, umi, bonda renders to her child.
A father's sacrifice is just as big you can see,
and it is the father, ayah, abah, bapa, ayahanda 
who is the bread winner and leader in the family.

Our parents may be near or far,
especially the ones that are digging knowledge 
far away from home
but a prayer is the least we can do for them
All parents surely love their children and 
sacrifice their lives for their children.

Ibu manalah yang tak sayangkan anak
Ayah manalah yang tak sayangkan anak
(: ..kan.. :)

Well, try and sit silently,
and havent we realized how much our parents have done for us
..They did this, they did that for us..
and if we really knew their expectations on us
 to be the good ones are such towering 
and it would be extremely happy for them if it become reality.

Thus, every handsome sons, beautiful daughters,
you, me and us must love, respect, pray for them, must be grateful,
and must be good towards them.

A child who does this will be rewarded 
with paradise in the hereafter 
and will enjoy a life of happiness and comfort in this world, insyaAllah.

So, let's together strive to be a virtuous son and daughter.
Love our parents,
so that our life will be happy, wonderful and peaceful
and mostly will be protected from the wrath of Allah, insyaAllah

Dear people and very very dear to Nur Idzhainee mostly,

Be Loving towards our and your parents
so that one day later  your children too may be
Loving towards you, insyaAllah.

sincerely: Lil baby Tarzan 


Friday, November 30, 2012

hidden the beauty in you

Dear beautiful and kind hearted brothers and sisters

The most perfect person is none in this world
However, the most beautiful thing that we yet to realize is that 
To actually perfect the imperfection
for example, when i'm wrong, you teach me the right path
when i forget there are people who will reminds me

No matter who.. and that includes me,
sometimes we choose to look at the perfection 
which then cause you, me, us to dissapointment
But if we were to see the imperfection instead
Definitely we're gonna see more unexpected beauty from within

And together we learn to see beyond the imperfection 
oh myself and all of you, the good ones 

As behind each creation of Allah
there's always hidden the beauty yet to be discover by us all


Monday, November 26, 2012

amazing isnt it?

Isn't it soo and soooo amazing how Allah swt
brings the right people into your life at the right time
People who always support for you,
People who always love for you,
People who always pray for you, 
even in their silence 
that we didnt even notice they are always praying for us
especially our mak and ayah at home
regardless of your circumstances,
and they are the people around you
and they are also the people who never looks down at your weakness
instead the ones that brings you up
gives you beautiful, lovely advices
amazing isnt it? Thank you Allah for granting me a good family, friends, and the people around me
Yes, I do care for the people around me
sometimes i might dont show them
and I'm sure so does each one of you all 

Sunday, November 25, 2012

smile itu senyuman

Smile at your parents
either your mother or father
and you will find that happiness
lift within yourself
and you will start feeling much better
well, I'm sure your parents are so wanting 
for me, you us to smile at them
since all of you have a beautiful smile 
~say cheese~


Keep calm

When your heart is breaking
and your pain make you fall
Remember and remember
that Allah sees it all

Keep calm and Move on


Friday, November 23, 2012

kata kata :)

*Saya tiru ayat ni sebab saya suke kata kata dia*
the words are very lovely and a good advice 
for me, you, us, them and etc
~sekian terima kasih~

kata ibu kepada anak lelakinya :
“wanita itu bukan untuk kamu kagumi kecantikan 
dan kamu rebutkan cintanya, tetapi untuk kamu lindungi kehormatannya.”

kata ayah kepada anak perempuannya :
“lelaki itu bukan untuk kamu banding-bandingkan ketampanan 
dan goda hatinya, tetapi untuk memimpin iman dan keluargamu.”


Sunday, November 18, 2012

Pray for our brothers & sisters out there

Let's make dua for our brothers and sisters
Because praying is literally all we can do right now
for a population imprisoned in a ghetto that's under attack
May Allah swt bless you in this life and the next

May Allah help the Muslims of Palestine.
May Allah help the Muslims of Syria.
May Allah help the Muslims of Burma.
May Allah help the Muslims of Gaza.
May Allah help the Muslims of Somalia.
May Allah help the Muslims of Egypt.
May Allah help the Muslims of Libya.
May Allah help the Muslims of Iraq.
May Allah help the Muslims of Kashmir.
May Allah help the Muslims of Chechnya.
May Allah help the Muslims of Afghanistan.
May Allah help the Muslims of Pakistan.
May Allah help the Muslims of Bangladesh.
May Allah help the Muslims of Morocco.
May Allah help the Muslims of Yemen.
May Allah help the Muslims of Algeria
May Allah help the Muslims of Sudan.
May Allah help the Muslims of Lebanon.
Ya Allah give victory to the Ummah.
Ya Allah give victory to the Ummah.
Ya Allah give victory to the Ummah.
Allaahumma Aameen Ya Rabb! 



Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Pray to Allah

Sometimes there are worries and concerns in our heart,
when sometimes we need someone to speak to
but perhaps those around us may not understand the situations going,
even if they understood our words,
the words that will come out will not do justice,
stutter in our speaking 
and maybe starts to get anxious 
that we don't know what we are trying to say
and to how we are feeling.

So, why not & betters to
Turn to Allah
for it is He who knows us better than our own self
and infact, even He knows how we are really feeling.
It is He who understands us and can help us more than anyone else.
Pray to Allah and be confident of a respond


Monday, November 12, 2012

i wonder why

Sometimes i am trying as much as possible to be zero
which means to be nothing
When you are nothing, then you will be able to understand everything. 
then suddenly,
i start to get confuse again
oh i wonder why


Saturday, November 10, 2012

without Allah. i am nothing

Without Allah, we are nothing
but a lonely and depressed being

I pray for a better tomorrow,
for a brighter day,
for a colourful life,
for a purer heart
and i pray everything will be fine and
Allah will save what i love and cherished
hoping that may Allah swt
ease all of our suffering,
bless us,
protect us,
and grant each one of us
with every happiness in both,
this world and the Hereafter.


Monday, November 5, 2012

forcing myself

After a short hiatus from my mid term break,
i guess its time to start 
and put on my engine,
make myself work,
force myself to work
 and strive for excellence for the sake of Allah 

Oh Tuhan, berkatilah ku dalam mencari Ilmu
Dengan RedhaMu Ya Allah,
moga kujejak tempat yang dituju

i need to force myself, there's not much time life


Tuesday, October 2, 2012


Ketika kita sedih,
ketika itulah kita mengerti nikmat kebahagiaan
Ketika kita sakit,
ketika itulah kita merasa nikmatnya kesihatan,
Ketika kita sunyi tanpa teman,
ketika itulah kita tahu betapa berharganya sebuah persahabatan
Ketika kita menutup mata untuk selama lamanya
ketika itulah kita tahu nikmatnya sebuah kehidupan.


Saturday, September 29, 2012

inside us

Dalam diri kita, ada diri ibu dan ayah kita


Thursday, September 20, 2012


Whatever we are doing right now is a part of the journey
If you feel low, let the feel pass by then face the problem
and find the best way within our best ability to overcome the challenge
sometimes, you face things, situations
until the mind cannot even ingest anything
..but did you know..
there is this one thing that truly can overcome all the problems 
and that is what we call
Put Trust to Allah The Most Gracious and Most Merciful 
 Keimanan bahawa Allah akan bersamanya, 
keimanan bahawa Allah akan membantunya

Put Allah first in your life
and you will be happy
and pray that Allah will help us 
decide what is the best for you me and us


Thursday, September 13, 2012

Tell Allah

If you feel happy, tell Him
If you feel sad, tell Him
If you feel stress, tell Him
If you feel far from Him, tell Him

Best Moments to tell Him?
Is in your Sujood

Allah will always listen, 
Even if everyone else won't, remember.


Doa sebelum belajar

Ya Allah, bukakanlah ke atas kami hikmatMu (ilmuMu), 
dan limpahkanlah ke atas kami khazanah rahmatMu.

Ya Allah, terangkan kami dengan ilmu, 
mudahkanlah kami memahaminya 
dan keluarkan serta jauhkanlah kami
 dari kegelapan dan putus asa.

Ya Allah, ingatkanlah di kala kami lupa. 
Berilah kepandaian, kefahaman di kala kami kejahilan,
 dengan rahmatMu yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyanyang.

Ya Allah, tambahkanlah aku dengan ilmu 
dan rezikanlah aku dengan kefahaman.

Ya Allah lapangkanlah dadaku, 
mudahkanlah urusanku, 
lepaskanlah kekakuan lidahku agar mereka mengerti tutur kataku.

semoga kita semua sama sama memperoleh 
kejayaan yang diberkati Allah
kini, kelak dan sentiasa


Monday, September 10, 2012

oh pesan pada diri

Allah tidak membebani 
seseorang melainkan 
sesuai dengan kesanggupannya
al - Baqarah: 286

oh ingat wahai diri saya anda kita & semua


Sunday, September 2, 2012

Trust Him

In the Name of Allah,
The Most Gracious & Most Merciful
Allah does not create a lock
without a key and yet
Allah doesn't gives you me us problems
without its solutions
Have Faith & Trust Him



We plan and we plan,
but in the end Allah is the final Planner.
You could think everything is working out as planned,
but you never know what will happen next
Allah could have something completely different
planned for you
But know in the end that whatever happens,
its whats the best for you us and all.


Monday, August 27, 2012

Eid Mubarak

*.* Full House *.*
 raya di rumah opah kami yang comel
the lovely new baby cousin sister, Sophea

..Salam Aidilfitri..
to all family members, dear friends and all the muslims
May the Guidance and Blessings of Allah 
will always be with all of us
Maaf Zahir & Batin
:from me & family:

*to my beautiful friends, 
i only have fews, the rest perhaps can see at my siblings fb*

Have a pleasant Syawal!

little sisters & brothers

Tiadalah sesuatu urusan itu mudah melainkan Engkau jadikannya mudah,
dan Engkau yang menjadikan kesukaran itu mudah apabila Engkau kehendaki.
Mudahkanlah urusan peperiksaan adik adik kami ya Allah.
Terangilah hati mereka dengan cahaya petunjuk- Mu 
sebagaimana Engkau menerangi bumi dengan matahari - Mu 
selama lamanya

Semoga Allah swt permudahkan urusan adik perempuan kembar saya 
..adik adik saya yang lain juga.. 

sebagai calon UPSR, PMR dan SPM

.Selamat Bermujahadah dalam peperiksaan.
lil sisters and brothers
All the Best
Good Luck!


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Lailatul Qadar

Laylatul Qadar atau Malam al - Qadar
telah diketahui umum sebagai malam 
yang amat istimewa buat seluruh umat islam.
Ia berdasarkan ayat al - Quran dari surah al - Qadr.
Firman Allah SWT:
Ertinya: Malam Al - Qadar
 lebih baik dari seribu bulan" (Al - Qadr: 2)
Jangan Lepaskannya


Tuesday, August 7, 2012

look to the river

Ketika kau merasa kecewa
pandanglah ke sungai
airnya masih mengalir
biarpun berjuta batu yang menghalang


reach it

Whenever you see a successful person,
you only see the public glories,
never the private sacrifices to reach them.

D.o s.o.m.e.t.h.i.n.g t.o.d.a.y t.h.a.t y.o.u.r f.u.t.u.r.e
w.i.l.l. be t.h.a.n.k y.o.u f.o.r


Thursday, August 2, 2012

We Plan, but Allah also Plans

There was sure a nerve wreckling feeling 
and temperature ups and downs 
after having a dream on things you know
you don't want it real to happen
*pray hard*

Totally surprising me!
There are no other words that cames out from my mouth except..
Alhamdulillah, Terima Kasih Allah

It's a joy that i can't be able to describe
or maybe im the one too lazy to describe them
and i do hope that the success would bring me, my friends
closer to Him, insyaAllah

Surely true, i would be nothing without
 my parents and family
lecturers, friends
for the support that give me ceaselessly

ingat oh diri saya: 
Itu rezeki Allah yang bagi, 
ilmu, keupayaan nak belajar dan berusaha dan segala galanyalah
boleh ditarik bila bila masa sahaja


you're beautiful ;)

Beauty isn't about having a pretty face
It is about having a pretty mind
a pretty heart
and most importantly
a beautiful soul


Wednesday, August 1, 2012

says it

Masya allah


beauty in you

For something to be soo beautiful,
It doesn't have to be pretty
it is sometimes just natural and the true real you


Saturday, July 28, 2012


The things left unsaid
..and the thought unexpressed..


laughs and smile

Maybe she laughs and
maybe she cries
and maybe you would be suprised everything she keeps inside...


Monday, July 23, 2012

Ramadhan Mubarak

Wishing you a blessed and peaceful Ramadhan

Ya Allah protects all the Muslims
no matter where they are
and please grant us with victory
this Ramadhan 

Till then
~Have a wonderful Ramadhan dear all~



walk n run safely

Along the wavy roads
to the place we are aiming for
to the things we aimed for
maybe the best way is to say silence
and walk up and run fast until the end point

..move on boo..
put your hat on and just move on


Wednesday, July 18, 2012


Trying to be very serious
but then in the end accidently smile..


Sunday, July 15, 2012

tip tap tip tap

The quieter you became
the more you can hear
tip tap tip tap
silent and hear the tip tap tap 
of the falling rains


Friday, July 13, 2012

nice friendship

Friendship are fragile
so handle it with care
Friendship is yes truly a relation 
gifted by the Al- Mighty



Wednesday, July 11, 2012

growing up, am i?

I am now in the final weeks of my second year
second year of a university school, 
not a second year of a primary school
I hope everything will work out well and smooth for me
O Allah, help me always


pretty smile

One of the most meaningful gifts
is a sincere smile
so smile
you do have a beautiful smile

hands on eyes.

You can close your eyes 
to the things you do not want to see
but you cannot close your heart
to the things you dont wanna feel